art
Thursday, July 30, 2009

O god. Mr Ng just said that secondary schools may no longer need to provide
geog, history and literature lessons. What the hell... good for the younger generations and sad for them too.
They would have less subjects since all the humans will be group and squeeze into the
new Social Studies subject. Less subjects means more time for all the subjects each. How nice!
Humanities is interesting in a way so it would be rather sad not to get to be exposed to humans in depth
and in more areas.
The news is not announced yet but I suppose it would probably be true in a few years time.
Maths is just getting boring these days. Statistics sure is a boring chapter but I cannot sleep or do anything
else lest Mr Tan catch me. I will be in deep trouble to provoke him la.
He is rather good in teaching though, minus-ing his sometimes not-so-funny, at-the wrong-time jokes.
LA is far more interesting this two days because we were talking about art.
What is art to you? What is the purpose of art if it does not have any practical uses?
Whoa! That really set me to think about it and I really am interested. muahaha. I like this. ART!

Talking about art, what comes into you mind?
A painting? A photograph? A sculpture? A piece of music? A dance performance? Graffiti?
Art actually involves alot of things. From a simple but delicate piece of drawing to an awesome dance performance.
To me, art is more than just a piece of work for people to look at and gasp in awe but a stimulus
that evoke emotions, memories, thoughts.
It contains not pretty colours or amazing poses but the feelings
and hard work of the creator. They make you wonder and get you expose to a larger variety of opinions
towards the world around you. They are pleasant and contain meaning deep in them.
Art is just one of the best thing on Earth and some art is even created by the Mother Earth herself!


Just look at the grand canyon!

I am totally in love with this. The person who created this is really good.
Now I wish I am rich enough to own such a garden!


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nice surprise
Wednesday, July 29, 2009


See??? Both are mine muahaha and I ate the part that has my name and heart!
:D:D:D

This is the first time I had two birthday cakes at one go.
Chocolate cakes! Super yummy and even got nice words on it.
Thanks sec1s!!! Heh heh. So nice of them to surprise me with the cakes.
muahaha but I am expecting birthday songs on Fri from them too.
Hoho... greedy me :D
An attempt to plaster choc creams on my face failed and qin ping ended up having
choc mask on him thanks to Jialing.
Seriously, it was hilarious... Lee Theng and I got afraid that they will attempt to smash cakes into our faces
so we kept hiding away. Haha!

Anyway, teachers are falling sick these days and our school has been passing around flu viruses
within the school compound. O god! Pls dun let it visit me. I rather not be honored by their visit.
Place my name in for soft ball. Janice says the coach made it sounds scary! 0.0
I hope it is not going to be but I am happy cause the coach says those who are interested are accepted
to try for 3mths. muahaha...
If I cannot stand the trainings, Jess will have to be ready to welcome me -.-


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Pracs
Monday, July 27, 2009

O god! What exactly am I going to do with all these damn prac tests that are never ending?
Worse... what am I doing here instead of going through chem pracs for tmr's test?
The problem is I have got no idea at all what to read up upon... titration is really a pain in the neck.
What if I read the reading wrongly? What if did not swirl the flask right? What if I turned colour blind?
Help! Bio Prac is screwed enough!!!
When will this pracs end? Can they not just all got arranged in the same week?
Yucks! There is nth to study for this prac at all. How?
Aiya heck la... I got better things to do than to make my hair grow white :
D

CCA trials starting this week. Shall go for the softball trial with Wan Zhen. Sounds interesting.
Hope I can get into the CCA I want this time.
Though I dont regret getting into NP after all because I really gained alot from it.
Ok. Whats the problem with me? I have to stop talking about N
PCC though I know I will have to next week
after ROD.
Cannot believe it, last year I was planning for ROD and this year the ROD is planned for me and my squad.
Shocked... It is happening too fast. It seems like ytd that I got to know lee theng they all.
I am being exaggerative here but dont everyone put it that way(it seems ytd that...)?
Alright, stop Shannon, STOP!


KPop!!! Korean songs are awesome esp some songs I just cannot get tired off.
The guys in the male bands may not be good looking but the girls usually are haha:D
Anyway, as long as the song is good, who cares?



Everyone has to know them... Wonder girls and super junior
(know the song 'Nobody'? Its so famous u must know!)


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multiple emotions
Sunday, July 26, 2009

I am flooded with emtions this weekend.
Touched by the messages from the sec1 squad.
Glad that they are willing and going to work tgt to make themselves a better squad:D
My BLS friends gave me my birthday present today though my birthday is on Fri.
A pretty white bag then can be used as a sling bag as well as a backpack :D
Such a pretty bag and I like it alot.
They formed a circle and wished Happy Birthday as well as sand a birthday song!
How nice of them :D
I truly touched beyonds words and all I can say is Thank you! Haha.
What a weekend with mixed emotions!


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The last disappointment
Saturday, July 25, 2009

The last disappointment...

I have never feel so low and disappointed in my entire life.
I never ever expect that this ultimate disappointment brewed in my final day in NP.
There seems to be like a hole in my heart now and I will try to feel it up again with hopes
of my squad. What will happen if no one believe in them anymore?
More importantly, what if they lose faith in themselves?
They must not and they cannot! Definitely not! I cannot do much more for them anymore.
I have done all I could and there is not a chance anymore because it was the last.
When curtains draw, you cannot expect it to open up again for a same performance because
the next item has to take over.
This is just like how the new incoming NCOs will take over us.
I asked myself: what if the new NCOs are better than us? will we be forgotten? Maybe...
As ICs sat there and stone during the last act, our tears fell.
That is not the kind of last act we wanted?
We had wanted to give them recrea but we cannot bring ourselves to looking at their standard.
How can I be proud to pass on this squad to the next batch of NCOs and let them see us as failures?

There are times I really felt like giving up but then I never did because I believed in the squad.
I see the potential hidden in them, hibernating. But why put it to sleep?
Awaken the potential and the squad can do much much much more. I cannot help awaken them,
only the owners of the mind can.
I refuse to believe that this squad is lousy and incapable because i place my faith in them.
Despite the previous disappointments, their cheerful attitudes and funny remarks brighten my day.
How can I give up on such an adorable squad? I can't.
All they need is their own faith in themselves. They need to expand their thoughts from themselves
to the other squadmates around them.
They have to be confident in delivering themselves and know how to apply what is taught to them.
No skills or knowledge is useful unless the user can apply it well and right.
Empty promises always hurt. It also hurts when what is told is not remembered.

Apologises is not what I want to hear. You had not made my last year miserable.
If indeed there is a need to apologise, then the ICs will apologise too.
It takes the two party to mess up that act. Not one.
What I want to hear is solid promises that will be fulfilled.
The squad's first NP year with us may not be the most important to the squad nor may it be of
importance to the squad.
But it is definitely a significant year for me and the ICs.

Nevertheless, I shall rmb and keep with me only the touching and happy moments this squad has
given me.
I will rmb them as the squad who is always smiling. The squad that always think of their NCOs.
A considerate and sincere squad.
I shall rmb Tues as the last act with them and not Fri.
8mths may be short. But is that not enough to establish this link between the ICs and the squad?
I believe the bond is strong so unhappy memories shall never be able to break it.
With that, I hope everyone had remembered the positive memories and not let negative ones
trap us. Memories stay with us for life. Why then should we let them be sad ones?
I want to see the smiles on their faces again. I hate it when tears fall just like how I hate
raindrops falling from grey skies.

Thank you Sec1'o9 for making my last year in NP life a worthy, meaningful and memorable one.
Millions of thanks! <3




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HARRY POTTER
Friday, July 17, 2009

Aha! I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince alr.
Fans of Potter must have all been waiting dearly for this movie to come out.
Those fans who love Potter because of the magic and because of Potter must have enjoyed the movie
because the whole show revolve very much around Harry Potter.
Ron did not get much lines in it.

Fans who love Potter because of the book itself, will however, be unsatisfied with it.
I can only infer that the person who filmed the movie does not know the story well because the scenes
do not match to that of the book.
You will realise that when you watch the movie because you will ask yourself "Huh? Is it suppose to be
like that? I rmb the book wrote otherwise..."
Even though it was a long movie, two hour plus, the movie still missed out alot of things.
I suppose it cannot be help but it only makes ppl who read the book more confused when they
watch the movie.

However, just as you start to question the movie, you will be awestruck by the movie because of
the ferocious fire, raging waves, tense dueling....
I especially like the quidditch match. The players really fly fast and furious and make you all so
excited and make the audience refuse to bat an eyelid.
They all look so real that they will make you gasp. I must say that the credits goes to the crew
who had made all the animations, etc all so real that it will surely catch the audience's attention.
Not only that, the emotions of the crew were what brings the movie to a greater height.
Sadness, anger, frustration, happiness... All were told to the audience.
The angle of how it is being filmed was also the key reason for the movie to be so good.
I could not help crying at the last part when Dumbledore died and the ppl in school all pointed towards
the dark sky with the wands that had lights at the tip. It was truly touching and saddening...

Those who never read the book before will still find the movie satisfying though because it is still
logical. It was truly a great movie worth watching whether or not you had read the book before.


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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Looking forward to watching Harry Potter!!! :D



I really wish I had a brain of a writer or a scriptwriter. The Japanese really impress me alot.
Their dramas or movies usually contains surprises in them.

From Death Note to Liar Game to Mr Brain and many others.

Stories that no one ever imagine would exist.
They are so logical that you would not detest them
and think, "O. It is so fake"
In fact you will be drawn to the plot and you will want to know
what is going to happen
and when you do, you will gasp with surprise and then you will begin to wonder

how the scriptwriter manage to think of such a marvelous plot and storyline.

Even though I have watched several mystery shows now, I never find one story the same as another.

They do not even bear the slightest resemblance with one another.
They are all new, all fresh and ready to make you addict to it.
Whenever I watch the show, my heart will starts to palpitate faster as the story nears the end and
the mystery is going to be resolved.

You can hardly guess the ending as unexpected twist occurs very often.
It just send me to wonder why they are so good at it. The writers.
They make sure that there is
not a single loophole in their story and they are not like fantasies,
the stories are practical
yet they still are stories...
I would really love to have their talent in coming up with
amazing plots that never fails to keep the audience in suspense.

One word for Japanese filming industry: awesome.


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AYG
Thursday, July 09, 2009

Recently, my life is so boring that I think even those tiny ants crawling about can interest me.
Thanks to my boring life I dun have any materials or ideas for blogging.
Sad right?
Something died off in me and I need to find it back but first I need to find out what died off...
Not long ago, the AYG opening ceremony was telecasted. I missed it.
Not long ago, the AYG closing ceremony happened. I missed it again
Wow! I dun even think that AYG is going on for goodness sake.
I mean yes, I know there is AYG but because it took place so silently that it can so totally be ignored.
I did told myself to rmb to watch it but somehow I forgot so too bad...
It seems like the AYG started and ended within a day. Totally not significant it seems.
The only thing that is highlighted for this events is about how many medals our Singapore team has made.
Indeed, they are fabulous but wait. Is AYG all about the medals only? What about the spirit?
I dun even sense any excitement in the air during this event luh...

Put AYG aside, I sense love in the air these days. NOT.
I am hearing my close friends having problems in their relationship and it sorts of confuses me.
Leaving NP, to me, is worse than a breakup. It is so much more saddening.
I think I am not those very emotional or sentimental type because I think I am able to let go
of relationship optimistically.
Heh Heh. Anyway, who knows maybe one day I will meet a guy whom I am unwilling to let go off?
So far, I dun have good impression of guys. Their image is spoilt by a handful but that is enough.
Although I do know there are good guys around but... how can i have very perfect impression of them
when my friends met jerks?
I shall wait patiently until I really find my dream guy :D I shall cont to believe good guys exist :D


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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Went to Clementi for Long Johns with Jess.
It is like a million years ago that I had lunch with her...
Planned to go Vivo but end up still chose Clementi. It is kind of a good choice and a bad choice.
You see, it is a bad choice because we waited very long before the beloved 166 appears. *Woots!
The good thing is that we so happen to see ting xiang and bing shen they all and had lunch
with Ting Xiang too!!! muahahaha
She finally found out how violent jess is actually heh heh :D

Our class seating arrangement has been changed. *Hooray!* -.-
I totally think that the new arrangement is 'creative'... -.-
We are seating in index number. Not vertically by columns but horizontally by rows.... o.o
The purpose of us having to rearrange out positions is because school has to submit a standardised
seating arrangement from classrooms to labs. O.o
In order to practise social distancing, we had to sit by ourselves. No partners.
LOL! I hate the current sitting plan. I see no point in the change.
Apparently the teacher can just jot down our old seating arrangement and submit it.
What is the point of the change? There is no diff lor.
Trying to make a big deal out of nth. The funniest thing is we are not allowed to stay back in school
in large groups but remedials are allowed. WOW! -.-

Harry Potter is coming!!! Yay! I so gonna catch the movie. Must! :D
Still pondering if I shuld spend my coming bdae at KBox. Members privileges :)
Hoho!



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Saturday, July 04, 2009

I suppose I am lucky :D
Met up with Chantel ytd and I was so worried about her can.
That jerk! He shuld just shove his head into a pile of dung. He shuldnt even be called a guy.
He is like the worst guy I ever heard off. I wont say met because I nv see him before.
Actually I did, but he is too ugly to let me rmb. O no he is just insignificant.
Just as insignificant as the 'love' in his dictionary. Seriously, he is the worst.
How can he be ignorant about the feelings of his gf? It is more than just like and adore.
It is love and concern... What a lousy person he is....
He has done nth at all that selfish idiot.
Fortunately, such guys nv came across my path or I sure roll my eyes at him millions of time.
Poor Chantel.

Anyway, went for guitar course today. Shit! I forgot about my NYAA booklet.
There are hard skin growing on my fingers due to playing of guitar.
How sad. They really feels harder and weirder.
I wish the instructor would provide nicer songs that suits girls...
Those songs are for guys la... Argh!
He seems pleased that Kai Zhen and I are getting better with our guitars. LOL!
So we were the poorer ones he was referring to all the while as we have guessed.
He was like O.O both of u practised more alr right (in fact i think he meant 'finally u all practise'
O. Both of us even suspect that the instructor flirts with this lady in our class
as he often flaunter his skills in front of her and ask her to play a duet with him. Haha.
He sure wont succeed in jio-ing the girl becuase from kai zhen and i's investigation, the lady
seems to have a rich bf who came and picked her up after her lessons.
Nice rich BF that lady has got. Haha. Our instructor definitely cannot be compared.
After all, he seems to be a poor lad whose only possessions are guitars -.-


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Friday, July 03, 2009

The morning announcement on fri really saddened me.
CCA is not going to continue the next week.
Which also means that there will be no more act left. 0 acts!
From four, it went down to two and then to one and now zero. O great -.-
The next thing to worry is whether or not there will be ROD.
If ROD is cancelled, I will totally bash the person la.... though there is no one to bash
but the dua pai virus-H1N1.
HELP!


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H1N1
Wednesday, July 01, 2009

O great. Thanks to H1N1 we now have to take tempt twice a day.
There is one case in our school but the school see no need in closing down. So sad luh.
Argh! Not only that, the initial last two weeks of CCA is reduced to one.
I am sad enough. Plus! Next fri is e learning day. Good thing is we get to stay at home.
BAD thing is NO CCA. This means i only left with one activity with my cadet and squadmate.
Super sad now. I cannot imagine life without NP. It has been part of my life since year1.
It is weird to find my squadmates no longer my squadmates. SAD Sad sad....
I am so sad. Furthermore, I am stepping down. Goodbye to sec1s.
Nv get to spend enough time with them. I am freaking sad now... :(


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