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Friday, October 30, 2009

Yippy!!! My Blogger is fixed :D Ahhhh so happy :)
This is super good news to me. Though I kinda like xanga now because of its convenience when it comes to uploading pictures, I would still prefer using blogger cause I am not a xanga-expert at all. So I cannot play around much with the Xanga skins and stuff. I don't even know how to load songs on my xanga blog :(
So, I am back to being the blogger member :p




There are in total three things I am afraid of:

1) Needles 
2) Spiders
3) Worms and caterpillars

These are my greatest enemy and I met one of them today. That is the number one thing I am most afraid of --- needles.
I was forced to go for flu jab so that I will not contract with flu when I go overseas in Dec today.
Super proud of myself now cause I did not cry or anything. I was so calm and the doctor praised me :D



Actually I kinda hid my fears well by nearly burying my entire head into the storybook that I brought along to suppress my fear and anxiety as well as distract me from the intimidating needle. 
Initially I did not think is painful as the needle slowly enter but all of a sudden I felt a force, a pressure and my whole hand felt numb after pain and none of the words in the book entered my head. Only the word 'pain' shot through my entire body.
It seems like all the words in the book are just pain, pain and pain. The content of the book became senseless.
O Lee Theng, I dun wanna pierce my ear liao...
I was so nervous so when I sat down while the doctor asked me if I had any allergies, I was looking at my book as I answered her cause I dun wan her to know that I am afraid. I bet she thinks that I am rude but sorry... I hate to let you know that I am afraid :p
Can someone just invent some wonderful, consumable medicine that can numb our senses so that injections will not be painful anymore? Why is it that even the substances that numb our senses enter out bodies via those awful injections? :(
O man, o man. But thanks, I survived :D



You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn't exist anywhere except in the mind.

I like this quote by Dale Carnegie and shall rmb it well :D


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